I met her in grade 7. This is a long story but I'll try keeping it short.
She's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen..Lets call her Oriana. At my age.. you knew, she was the type of girl you would have never gotten. So I started asking girls out.. (Come on, I was 12 at that time.) and lets say, that ended pretty quickly.
Fast forward to about December..
I got invited by a friend to a little get together. She was there.. You know at this age we're still pretty corny. We played Truth or Dare.. Shit.
So It was my turn. (Truth) "How much do you like Oriana?" "A lot"
I spun it.. it landed on her.. FUCK. (Dare)
"I dare you to kiss.. Ken! (Me)"
She did. She was my first kiss ever.. well first one that meant something. (My real legit first one, used me to make some douche jealous. She didn't really count)
anyways, after 10-20 minutes we decided to end it. Everyone was scattered now. Some were playing xbox, upstairs eating, talking.. And I was on the laptop. She comes down, sits beside me and I straight up asked her if she would ever go out with me. It's been 6 years and I still remember the exact words she said.. "I would but you've been asking out way too many girls out. Its hard for me trust you."
Grade 10.. comes..
I saw her from time to time, and I smiled and she smiled. I didn't say a word because I was shy. The one day I said Hi she replied "Hey ken! :)"
That one day... man. It was the worst. I was real happy then I found out that was her last day for a year and a half, because she was going to france for over seas studies.
It sucked. Anyways. Senior registrations come, I was with my girlfriend (Now ex) and I see her! I was only expecting a smile and a hey. Shes about 2-3 feet away from me, opens her arms, and we hug! We were both all red, smiling, and i forgot about my girlfriend. She was extremely mad. I totally forgot that she didn't have a clue who that girl was haha.
Anyways, we hugged, and I asked how france was, and how I was real sad that the one day I said something, she left the day after. Turns out she was real bummed out too.
When I talk to her, I feel like I could just run off with her somewhere, and forget about all my problems.
And you know I really do love her.. Every guy knows her because shes real hot. Comments I hear is "Dude her ass! Shes hot! her body!" like come on.. I think shes beautiful. She has the most perfect smile ever, her eyes are the most perfect tint of blue..
Thing is.. this is our last year in school together.. I'm handing in my military papers in less then 2 weeks, hoping to get a career somewhere in the forces, and she's going off to College / University. I'm running out of time.
She's surrounded by her friends (Who are way more popular then I am.) and shes ridiculously busy.
I wish we could just have one night where we leave our cellphones at home, and go out to dinner. I want to take her home, and just snuggle with her, and tell her how I've felt about her over these past few years and why I'm doing all this. I don't see a relationship coming out of this at all... that would be great if one did.. I just need to get this off my chest.
We're really good friends and we know that too. We could see it in each other.
Ps.. Grade 8,9, she moved to different schools and we barely spoke. Same goes for grade 11. She was in France I was kind of surprised when she remembered my name, and how good of a conversation we had, and kept up after all that time.
EDIT:
I went off track and didn't really keep it short. Sorry.
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